Monday, February 23, 2009

His Child


an oldy but still a goody :D


Kathryn Scott - Child of God

With every breath, with every thought
From what is seen, to the deepest part
I offer all that I've come to be
To know Your love fathering me

Father, You're all I need
My soul's sufficiency
My Strength when I am weak
The love that carries me
Your arms enfold me
Till I am only, a child of God

With every step on this journey's walk
And wisdom's songs that the soul has sought
I give myself unreservedly
To know Your love fathering me



whenever you are feeling down, questioning, lost, broken, hurt, or just simply want more of Him, look unto this song for hope and understanding that He calls us His own and we're His child. no matter how big or small the situation or circumstance is, His grace is sufficient for us and He will make us new.


Tuesday, February 17, 2009

A Promise of Love

today i met up with pj at Starbucks near our house and we talked and shared a lot with each other...i'm really glad that i was able to hear what God wanted me to hear from pj and i feel so much more alive spiritually and challenged in the same way. i'm just really excited what God has in store for me for my future and esp at living water :D

after that i decided to go to school and spend some time there before class started but before doing that i went to a Starbucks near my school and got myself a tall vanilla latte...idk why but i was just in the mood for that vanilla latte..haha while i'm driving back, right in front of me i see a GINORMOUS rainbow! instantly right there and then i was reminded of what God said to Noah that He would never flood the earth again and spare life. whenever i see a rainbow, i'm so drawn into it because i'm reminded that God never forgets His promises to us. He would never abandon us, never fore sake us, He will always carry us when we're lost, pick us up when we fall, quick to love and slow to anger, giving us grace each day, and everything else. He will never forget about His promise to us. He is the Beautiful One :D You're the everlasting love that can quenches our thirst after You, come make us more like You Lord. i want to fall in love with you over and over and over....

i started to write a new song after i got back from my first class and it reminds us that when we're broken coming to the Lord, He lavishes unto us love, love, and LOVE that our deepest cries from our souls will call unto His name and that He makes us whole in His image. I named it after this display name of In My Broken State.


And my soul will cry
Out Your name
that You are God
and that You are love


i am holding onto your promise daddy.

First Blog! :D

FINALLY!!

i gave into this blog thing haha...but i really am looking forward to this because i find myself always running around doing things and never really get to blog it or express myself in a way where i can just simply be me :D so here i am!!

i chose this name because i find it very relevant to me as a person..not saying i'm EMO but just really broken before the Lord. there's been many moments in my life in the past and even now at times where situations come up and i can't do anything but go to God with it and i find myself broken before Him. many think that being broken is ugly, hurts too much that's why we try to avoid it as much as we can, takes too much effort and time, and list goes on and on right..?? but being broken is simply beautiful. why? because, when we're broken before the Lord, He is quick to mend the broken hearted and restore it with His GRACE and LOVE. that's the beauty of being broken, you simply can't do anything but go to God with it.

as it is said and known that we're the clay and He's our potter er. Many times we fall to the floor and we're broken into pieces and no one can put us back except the potter because he is the only one that knows how to put our pieces back together since he made us. In the same way, God works that way in our lives each day. Many don't know, but we're all broken people to God but because of His love for us, He completes and sustains in us the bible tells us :)

there's nothing but just to be simply broken and letting Him take over and take control...it's hard but i know it's something i must give it to Him at all costs and times..


take me deeper....i want more....